Days like this…
I wish I wasn’t here. I hate getting depressed and feeling alone. Maybe it’s b/c I’m not hypocritical, or like riding the bandwagon. Idk, maybe it’s b/c I dnt consider myself selfish. Maybe it’s my temper, or my attitude. Idk….I do know what is causing my life to be complete hell right now though. I wish knew the truth. But I will always have tht lied to feeling. No matter how much anyone says they “love” you or care about you they still only have themselves on top.the same I went thru with you then is all happening again. I just wanna het away from you all…I wonder if anybody would care if I just went missing for a while. I’m really considering that. Depression hurts…self-inflicted or not, it still hurts.
